Final Scene?

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Kujo

I was asked by Chucky to post some pictures of my dog. His name is Kujo, he is a full bred Pekingese. Hes very playful, along with being sweet and lovable. Kujo, is one of the best things other than Andy that has come into my life. Kujo, loves Kibbles and Bitts, and playing with cats. =]

Rapture.

Relationships is something that can intimidate most people; although there a part of life that is inevitable. We have relationships with everyone, no matter whether they be meaningful or inimical we all have relationships. It is human nature to want to share your life with someone & when you find that someone you think you may want to share your life with; you know. Its a miraculous feeling. Pure Rapture.I believe that I have found that someone in Andy. This past weekend Andy came here to North Carolina to visit me and things went great, Things couldn'thave gone better.

Also Me and Andy Kay made another video that is 12mintues long and it can be found here on my XTUBE page. Please comment on it and let me know what you guys think.

      “If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.”   Winnie the Pooh

Living in the moment ....

To start off, my last post must have not been wrote clear enough; most people thought I was still in Arizona, although I had just gotten home for Phoenix, AZ. Anyways, I am really animated right now, because in LESS than 24 hours my boyfriend Andy Kay, will be here with me. This is going to be a extravagant next few days, with him here with me. As planned, there maybe new amateur videos/pictures of us posted on my Xtube Account.Stay TUNED! I will let you guys know what happened on his trip here.

I have recently started to learn how to Knit. Myself & a good friend of mine, Bobby have made it a mission of ours to accomplish Knitting.This at first come about from shopping in Wal-mart with bobby randomly looking for some art supplies and I saw the yarn, Bobby then exclaimed we should learn how to knit and well we are now learning to knit. If anyone has tips or knows any websites or books that may help feel free to shoot me an email. Thus far, I have progressed a lot; Knitting is no as easy as I thought it would be but I almost have most of the basics "down pat". My goal is to be able to make Finger-less gloves. I hope that I continue to progress in my knitting skills. I will post pictures of the Scarf I am knitting soon.

As I have already announced I am moving to Arizona soon. My anticipated moving date is between May & June. I am super excited I cant wait! I am currently fixing little things around my apartment that need to be touched up and fixed before I move out. I also went and bought paint to paint back my "creativity wall". My creativity wall is just blackboard paint and a creme colored paint that I use to paint the word "creativity" on it in the illusion for it to look like Chalk. When I have friends over for a few cocktails, my friends always write on it and leave me messages. Now that I have to paint over it, This brings up all the memoirs I have had in this apartment. I am going to miss dearly, all my friends I have made here, in Wilmington.
To all the friends I have made, remember:

"We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere."
        Tim McGraw

Not an E-harmony Love Story.

As many of you already know, due to reading it, or hearing it through the grapevine; I am now dating Andy Kay. Andy & I have been talking off and on for almost a year now, and on my past visit to Phoenix, AZ I decided to move to their; this is when Andy & I decided to make it Official as of February, 22 2010. I can honestly say that I haven’t felt this strongly for someone in a long time. Andy has captivated something in me that just gives me hope for successful relationship again. =]I would have never ever thought I would have met someone so perfect for me while working with BoyCrush.  I would also like to say thanks for all the best wishes, I have received since Andy has announced our relationship on his Blog. Furthermore Andy & I also made our own little video that has been uploaded to XTUBE and is now there for your viewing pleasure. The video can be found here. 

Today, is the day of my midterms; I now have just  a few hours  before  a 2 hour exams that I know nothing on. This should be fun. I’m a good bullshit-er. I am told constantly by a very close friend “Never admit you don't know what you are doing. Fake it till you make it. I've been doing that for 33 yrs at GE. I'm going to figure it outone of these days.” Will shall see how it goes. MAT 212 HERE I COME TO FAIL A TEST ( with pride though) ahaha.

I really want to add this in to educate people about this science.  I had personally never knew it was so accurate or real. I would also like to ask you guys have you ever heard of Handwriting analysis. I had never  until I went to the Renaissance Festival in Phoenix AZ . I was very skeptical at first but after writing just one sentence  down and my signature; she read me like an open book. I’m not going to get into to what she said about me but I will say that she literally knew EVERYTHING about my personality and told me where I was in my life and where she saw me going along with how to improve it. I would recommend getting your handwriting read if its something that interest you. I have the contact info of the lady that analyzed mine if you would like to contact here just leave a comment or email me and I will relay her information over to you.

Here are a few pictures of Andy & I from my last trip. =]

 

Heading to Phoenix ....

Well, I am sitting in the Charlotte-Douglas international airport; awaiting my flight to Phoenix, AZ with a layover in Houston, TX via Continental Airlines. I got to the airport WAY TOO EARLY. I stayed in the most expensive hood hotel last night in Charlotte, NC. I would never recommend anyone to stay at the Airport Best Western in Charlotte, NC. While in an airport I always seem to meet amazingly nice and sincere people; this is so hard to do anywhere else. I assume since flying tends to be more for a class of people that are more sophisticated.

Since I have announced that I am going to Phoenix I have received several emails asking if I will be doing more work with Boycrush; I plan on working more with Boycrush, just not on this trip. I will always give you guys’ heads up on what to expect from scenes in the future. I love working with Boycrush, they have by far been my favorite company to work with. I will definitely be posting pictures from my trip to Phoenix, AZ. I have also been asked several times why am I going to Phoenix, AZ , if your not going to be shooting while you’re there, well that’s simple I have been to Arizona several times name and I have kind of fallen in love with the city; in other words I am considering moving there in the late summer or early fall. I feel that I need to get out of the south for a little while. I am saying that I will spend the rest of my life in Arizona but I think it could be a good change for me.

On a different note, I have been thinking a lot lately about what a sordid life I live. I can’t think of one aspect of my life that I would consider remotely normal. Now,  I have no problem with it; I think life would not be nearly as fun or would I be the same person had/have I not been through what I have been/done in my life. I also really wish I could find someone to share my spare time with; I want a serious boyfriend. Although you can only imagine how hard it is to find a guy okay with what I do. Life is somewhat confusing.
I have been receiving lots of feedback on my blog via e-mail, instant messaging & comments; I sincerely appreciate it please keep it coming guys. I always love to hear suggestions along with others ideas. I try to respond to EVERY email in a time efficient manner. If for some reason you have sent me an email and never received a response after 3 days or more, check and make sure you have the correct email address &  resend the email; the email may have gotten overlooked or went into my spam filter where I probably deleted it on accident. I’m sorry for any inconvenience this may have caused.

Also, if you’re interested in knowing a few random things about me, last night I did an interview with Joe from Footbuddies blog. I am always up for answering any questions or doing interviews with anyone that would like to conduct one.

In other news of my life, I have recently signed up for NETFLIX, I think I’m in love I can watch tons of movies while sitting right at my computer how amazing is that. I would really like one of those sumsang  blu-ray dvd players that also stream NETFLIX and PANDORA via the internet right to your TV. How awesome is that?
Here are some pictures from my latest scene that have been released from Boycrush, let me know what you think guys.

Fucking Felix's tight hole.

Getting Bred by Patrick

Charlotte Vacation Concluded.

I am finally back home; ahh it feels good. I sometimes feel like I need a vacation, after taking a vacation. This trip was pretty mind-blowing, we went to several clubs & bars; such as Chasers, Club Closet, BAR 316 , Scorpios and many more …. I met many new people; That were a great amount of fun to hang out with Thanks Guys. Pictures are posted below ENJOY. I really enjoyed Charlotte, NC. If you have never been to the Queen City & are looking for something different check it out ! I will be in Phoenix, Arizona starting Thursday YAY! That should be fun. I will keep you posted.

Moving along I was reviewed today by the Chucky at SDBorderBoys Blog.

I’m currently planning on my invasion of Los Angeles in April & New York City in June. I will keep you guys posted with dates and such. =]